Monday, November 14, 2016

a primal wound (for Leonard)

https://www.podomatic.com/podcasts/charlespoet/episodes/2016-11-13T21_35_27-08_00

dead
gone
unworkable
unmitigating circumstances

desolation
grizzled peach fuzz
a primal wound
a primordial crucifixion

Ochs hung himself
Shepard too
Hemingway shot himself thinking of Cuba
Leonard slipped away

everything burned, but his records
they just sat there asking what else you got
new skin folded back like a tulip resisting the occupation
a blue raincoat courting privilege and fighting back tears

you won’t come back
not this time
Flowers for Hitler just another merciless heartbreak
Beautiful Losers haunts us like a familiar fedora or lover’s unemotional screw

lost
found
raging
silent Buddhist monk preparing an invisible meal for his invisible master

Charles Cicirella
11/13/16

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