I’m the problem
And because I keep being told this it must be true
I lash out because I don’t agree or feel I’m being lied
to
And I’m the only one with problems while everyone else
Gets the benefit of the doubt and I get nothing because
That is all that I deserve
It’s not true
In fact none of this baby food I’m being fed holds any nutritional
Value and that’s why I stick my fingers in my ears
because I cannot
Continue listening to all of this claptrap dribble
instilled inside my
Brain like half-truths serving no other purpose than to
mislead, misdirect
And misinform my best and most noble of intentions
And just because you’re paranoid doesn’t mean they’re not
out to get you
And once I figure out who they are I’ll be better
equipped to size up my
Assassins before they either get the best of me or run me
ragged with their
Primeval pranks designed to loosen my screws and turn me
into some kind of
Frankenstein monster with no goodness in my heart and no positive
thoughts
To keep my brain from going bad
I’m the problem
And from what I’ve been told I have always been the
problem as I turn good people
Evil and drive everyone and anyone of any worth quickly
and rapidly away from me
Because isolation is the only concept that I seem to understand
as God measures my
Pain and decides I can handle even more trials and
tribulations than Job
It’s not true
At some point I’ll have had enough and either my head
will explode or I’ll figure some
Other way out of all this pain because self-preservation
can only preserve you for so long
Before you start tearing yourself down from the inside
out and before you know it all that’s
Left is an empty shell and what’s an empty shell even good
for except to make cannoli’s or
Blow your own horn?
Charles Cicirella
5/16/16
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